Save me from myself

6.56pm, friday. At office doing paperwork. Just as i thought that i would be locked in the office for weekend if i dont quickly pack-up now, i realised there's a big group of workaholics selling their soul at the opposite department. And you might not believe it, i am actually doing something that is clocked, so in order to kill off the waiting time, i decided to clear away all the spiderweb n post up something new

before this, like most people, i dont understant why people willing to scarifice their personal time at the office. Surprise surprise, i dont understant it still, but somehow i have no problem, in fact, i enjoyed staying back at the office, and sort out all the paperwork that could potentially kill me if i choose to ignore it until end of the month. it is not exactly that quiet, thanks to that air-con pipeline on top of my head..also, usually i will play 1 song from youtube n non-stop playing it for hours. And yes, i am playing 'save me from myself' at the moment. How addictive this song is? callyn know it very well :)

i've successfully gone through the transition of changing from students to then jobless-but-feel-superb-bugger to now a white collar group. i just cant describe the change as it is a huge as an iceberg, but at the same time, it is as minor as tiny sand. I am still myself, behaving like what i use to, but at the same time, my life is some much different, i have become a cog of this big machinary call society. and it put it in more brutal form, like what Karl Marx would have describe it, i have become an item that willing sell myself at a negotiated price. i received what i perceived as a reasonable money, and the buyer, ie company get our 8 hours per day that potentially redefine and re-value the amount that they paid on me....

sorry for confusing you by throwing you capitalism theory, but like it or not, incentive, EPF, year end bonus..all this are actually derived from the menacing communism....ya, start with all your liberalism and bla bla bla....Marxism against capitalism, and i dont like capitalism (not until i become an invester), so yeah, i am a left-wing...shoot me

4 comments:

Beads & Pieces said...

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you've gotta be

=D


Cheer up. With any luck I'll be right there with you "joining the society".

Beads & Pieces said...

It is partly your fault that I am up awake at ten to three in the freaking morning trying to get the guitar chords for "Save Me From Myself" right. My fingers hurt. *ouch*

oot-oot said...

wei come out and chill out la..

u need me.

ahhaa i mean u need friends to cheer u up wakakak!

Anonymous said...

bang bang! there, your wish is granted.