being a Malaysian is like being a mother of a criminal. No matter how much crimes the son had done, the mum is still believing one day he will turn a new leaf. He will change..he will change, that's what we always tell ourself, BUT HOW COULD YOU GUYS DEFEATED BY DENMARK~~~one again we were being told that we had the best team in the world, and due to unforeseen circumstances, we were unable to recollect the precious Thomas Cup. and WHAT KIND OF LIE IS THAT HUH~~read a few comments on newspaper, and many of the critics come down to a single conclusion, and that's what is in my mind too - once again, malaysia lose in psychoogical factor due to the underestimation of the opponent and unwillingness to see the reality. Even a random badminton fan knew that who Denmark is going to send out to play again us, n y r we not well prepared? n why we keep on self convincing that losing Wong Choon Han will not make a big impact on our team?y is the coach start analysing China when we are still in the semi-final againts Denmark?
Bad habits.....sigh, there's this famous banned book (used to) call 'the ugliness of the China people' and it woke up millions of chinese in the world. Someone please, wrote a book call 'the ugliness of Malaysian' n wake all of us up~~(but make sure u r not stupid enough to publish it in Malaysia, :)~ )
ok..time to back to my EPA n DHA....
freedom
people been talking about freedom for the past few months.
'come on~ you r getting married soon, have fun before you lost your freedom!'
' what? your gf stopped you from going out? where's your freedom right?'
' you better travel as many place as you could before you give up your freedom to your boss'
its funny that how much i wish that i am 21 year old when i was young so that i could have as much freedom as i could, but as i am 22 year old now, things just not as what i was hoping for. its true that you would have no one to nag you for going out late, n you can just go anywhere you wish to. erm...technically what i said is true, but there's another thing pop out of no where n stop you from doing whatever your heart told you to do so. Responsibility. its my responsibility as a student to excel in study, so i cant go out. its my responsibility to let my gf feel secure, so i cant just go where ever i want. its my responsibility to take good care of my health, so i cant just get high n drunk n sleep on the road until 6 o'clock in the morning. its my responsibility to take care of my aging parent, so i must try n save up money n hopefully in the future i can allow them living in luxury
life can be simple, with condition if you are single and no family responsibility. but i am not complaining. because that's my responsibility. freedom is too abstract for me now. i leave it to all of you who have not discovered the burden.
'come on~ you r getting married soon, have fun before you lost your freedom!'
' what? your gf stopped you from going out? where's your freedom right?'
' you better travel as many place as you could before you give up your freedom to your boss'
its funny that how much i wish that i am 21 year old when i was young so that i could have as much freedom as i could, but as i am 22 year old now, things just not as what i was hoping for. its true that you would have no one to nag you for going out late, n you can just go anywhere you wish to. erm...technically what i said is true, but there's another thing pop out of no where n stop you from doing whatever your heart told you to do so. Responsibility. its my responsibility as a student to excel in study, so i cant go out. its my responsibility to let my gf feel secure, so i cant just go where ever i want. its my responsibility to take good care of my health, so i cant just get high n drunk n sleep on the road until 6 o'clock in the morning. its my responsibility to take care of my aging parent, so i must try n save up money n hopefully in the future i can allow them living in luxury
life can be simple, with condition if you are single and no family responsibility. but i am not complaining. because that's my responsibility. freedom is too abstract for me now. i leave it to all of you who have not discovered the burden.
strapylococcus pyogenes
i do believe inside each human, there's a small part of us are masochist. not in a sexual way, but enjoy being tortured by events or people around us. take an example, exam is 2 weeks ago, but we would rather lying on the bed and counting star and only work our ass off at the eve of the exam. same things for assignment, n now i find myself enjoy doing random stuff like surfing net or bloggin when i am really busy.
i think later i would try a make a new page for my travel diary, n place a link in this page, then it would help me to kill off approximately 5 hours, woohoo, less time to do work~yeah, i am a masochist.....
i think later i would try a make a new page for my travel diary, n place a link in this page, then it would help me to kill off approximately 5 hours, woohoo, less time to do work~yeah, i am a masochist.....
dilemma
till now i'm still questioning the existance of a (my) blog. blogging can be quite a good way to express your anger, happiness or frustration. but it may means that you are sharing your privacy. people always find it very offending when a family member read their dairy, n yet writing blog is like unlock the locket n potentially allowing everyone in the world read about it.
sometime i jsut have so much urge to share the issue to people, but if i do, i'm pretty sure somehow it would reach the ear of whoever that not suppose to know. but if i cant even write whatever in my mind, which is the basic of a blog, then why am i having one at the first place?
arhh...F#$% it ....swearing sometime is the best way to express your feeling. i dont have to tell people what's going on n yet ppl know well that you are pissed. it can be annoying when u try to let ppl know u r not happy n yet they couldnt get the hint, but by swearing, they got it straightaway. isnt that wonderful?
sometime i jsut have so much urge to share the issue to people, but if i do, i'm pretty sure somehow it would reach the ear of whoever that not suppose to know. but if i cant even write whatever in my mind, which is the basic of a blog, then why am i having one at the first place?
arhh...F#$% it ....swearing sometime is the best way to express your feeling. i dont have to tell people what's going on n yet ppl know well that you are pissed. it can be annoying when u try to let ppl know u r not happy n yet they couldnt get the hint, but by swearing, they got it straightaway. isnt that wonderful?
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