tired

i am tired. not physically. i am just tired for being too free. I am not exactly that free to tell the truth, but i do have enough free time to force myself to dig something out to do. i have not watch football for 3 years, so i can easily live without it for the rest of my life. in fact, i have no TV to watch, or EVEN SEEING the tv screen, so yeah, i can easily live without TV for the rest of my life too. I am not addicted to any show or drama, i have no particular interest in watching movie in the cinema. I would LOVE to have a game that make me addicted to me but sadly there is none at the moment. And if not because i am exceptionally free, i realise that i can even live without the existence of the internet....

i am starting to question whether living in such a pro-environment country for the past 3 years do me good or do me harm. .

i need to work to make myself become a normal young man again......

oh ya, believe it or not, i am actually updating my travel diary, just that i am too lazy to upload as it required me to amend the photo into it...it just take up so much time that frustrate me....most likely its beacause i dunno the right way to do it :)