惊醒
嘀嗒...嘀嗒...嘀嗒...
闹钟的齿轮狠狠的敲了我的脑袋三下
拂...拂...
冷却的空气轻盈的抚摸着我的脸孔,仿佛妈妈似的哄我再次入睡
食指与中指不予自主的往上抽了俩下
感觉不对.熟悉的酸痛不见了.
无神的眼球习惯了亮度.
枕头,完整地躺在我眼前,没有丝毫被挤压的痕迹.
右手掌轻轻地放在枕头的中央.
妳的温度,早在一年半前,雪藏了.
嗯,又忘了.
嘀嗒...嘀嗒...嘀嗒...
双人床的右侧,好空荡.
缓缓的往那枕头躺.
温度的差别刺激了我那还没睡醒的脸颊.
好舒服,妳也是那么想吧.
深深的吸了一口气.
洗发液的味道,也被冲洗走了.剩下的,也答不出是什么味道.
好狠,都找不到妳.
我想,就算眼前发现的只不过是妳残留的一根长发,也足以令我兴奋一整夜.
好想发现那一根头发.
嘀嗒...嘀嗒...嘀嗒...
原来,睡在右侧是那么舒服的.
不想再动了.
隐隐约约看到了妳被粉红色棉被盖上至鼻尖上的脸孔.
晚安,亲爱的.
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You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever
MiniCity
Dunno what is that, n no idea how it works, for some reason i got registered and now its a city with only 1 inhabitant.
its a online city with no interaction. clueless. you can check it out
http://jawaville.myminicity.com/
its a online city with no interaction. clueless. you can check it out
http://jawaville.myminicity.com/
kiki lala
is Kiki Lala still existing in the market? its probably the only few renown kiddy brands that i can recalled. Reason being renown to me because that's probably the only brand that i can pronounce with little problem during that age.
Come to think of it, i dont think i have ever own a Kiki Lala clothes before. But i am quite sure i would had preferred t-shirt with Baja Hitam's monstrous face on my tiny body, and protect me from all the evil monster. THUNDER-THUNDER-THUNDER~CAT~~OH~~~~~oh wait, wrong cartoon. So what do Baja Hitam scream when he is transforming? hm...i should look it up at wikipedia. but first and foremost, what is Baja Hitam's actual name? its definitely not Black Fertilizer,rrrrright?
i dont believe in karma, but i believe that there is always a cycle or period for most of the thing. World economy once again undergoing 10 years cycle, and parent once again need to explain to the children what does sodomy means.
i've tried so hard, and run so far, 5 years down the road, i'm back to the same room, complaining about the same weather, and yammering about the same old air-con.
been having this question in my mind for quite a while. Can reading acquaintance's blog being classified as a form of voyeurism? if that is so, i am starting to feel myself as a sick bastard.i'm kind of enjoy reading friend's friend blog lately.
Come to think of it, i dont think i have ever own a Kiki Lala clothes before. But i am quite sure i would had preferred t-shirt with Baja Hitam's monstrous face on my tiny body, and protect me from all the evil monster. THUNDER-THUNDER-THUNDER~CAT~~OH~~~~~oh wait, wrong cartoon. So what do Baja Hitam scream when he is transforming? hm...i should look it up at wikipedia. but first and foremost, what is Baja Hitam's actual name? its definitely not Black Fertilizer,rrrrright?
i dont believe in karma, but i believe that there is always a cycle or period for most of the thing. World economy once again undergoing 10 years cycle, and parent once again need to explain to the children what does sodomy means.
i've tried so hard, and run so far, 5 years down the road, i'm back to the same room, complaining about the same weather, and yammering about the same old air-con.
been having this question in my mind for quite a while. Can reading acquaintance's blog being classified as a form of voyeurism? if that is so, i am starting to feel myself as a sick bastard.i'm kind of enjoy reading friend's friend blog lately.
No Black Tie
For those who had been bugged by me for years, they would definitely familiar with this jazz pub's name. Let me see, it was 4, or maybe 5 years ago that i heard of this place and then i've been trying to locate it, but thanks to the lousy signboard of KL (or perhaps my bad geography), i failed numerous time with different group of friends to get into this shop.
In 5 years time, it had undergone closure,revival, and with words of mouth,it has gotten a little fame of itself, and what's more important, i FINALLY got a guide for myself and stepped into the sacred land.
It was a Funk Jazz (just realized that there's a lot of genre among Jazz music) night and the band is just so spontaneous and groovy, my friend and i had a very wonderful night of music enjoyment. The great sound system make the place a little bit hard to chit chat, but its definitely a great place to enjoy some great live band with interval small chat in between the break. Good place to warm yourself up before heading up to Passion, that's what i was told by one of the acquaintance in the pub.
Being able to visit some place that you have been long for is a blessing. By stepping into it already make me happy. The rest, was just the bonus.
In 5 years time, it had undergone closure,revival, and with words of mouth,it has gotten a little fame of itself, and what's more important, i FINALLY got a guide for myself and stepped into the sacred land.
It was a Funk Jazz (just realized that there's a lot of genre among Jazz music) night and the band is just so spontaneous and groovy, my friend and i had a very wonderful night of music enjoyment. The great sound system make the place a little bit hard to chit chat, but its definitely a great place to enjoy some great live band with interval small chat in between the break. Good place to warm yourself up before heading up to Passion, that's what i was told by one of the acquaintance in the pub.
Being able to visit some place that you have been long for is a blessing. By stepping into it already make me happy. The rest, was just the bonus.
Wheel of Luck
Today experienced something odd. Have not met my buddy for quite a while, decided to sms them to meet up for mamak-ing. At the end, only me and this guy that supposed to be the busiest among the group, free to meet up.
We ended up sitting in mamak for hours. We were wondering the whole time whether it was strange for 2 of us to be free, or it is odd to see the rest busy.
We have officially enter the 2nd phase of life for quite a while now, and everyone has long adapted to this new lifestyle. We are still full of crap when we meet up, but obviously we are no longer who we were once.
i just have nothing in mind to write about. But i just feel like writing something in this moment. Heard a friend of my describe herself as emotional and yet rational. It doesnt make much sense and yet at the same time it makes a lot of sense.
Seems like we are all suffering from bipolar. For the crazy you and me. Cheers.
We ended up sitting in mamak for hours. We were wondering the whole time whether it was strange for 2 of us to be free, or it is odd to see the rest busy.
We have officially enter the 2nd phase of life for quite a while now, and everyone has long adapted to this new lifestyle. We are still full of crap when we meet up, but obviously we are no longer who we were once.
i just have nothing in mind to write about. But i just feel like writing something in this moment. Heard a friend of my describe herself as emotional and yet rational. It doesnt make much sense and yet at the same time it makes a lot of sense.
Seems like we are all suffering from bipolar. For the crazy you and me. Cheers.
pause.play.stop.
proudly announcing that i have completed my year 2005 travel blog. Obviously i have cut down a lot of things compare to the actual travel log that i had written down. I guess, there's still quite a bit of stuff i prefer to keep it offline, which sometime make the memory even more valuable, and inevitably, more forgettable.
2005 is down, time to tackle down 2006. Think i will only put up photos of place i traveled to. After all, this is all meant to be for my own reading, and perhaps for my grandson :)
2005 is down, time to tackle down 2006. Think i will only put up photos of place i traveled to. After all, this is all meant to be for my own reading, and perhaps for my grandson :)
Metal
Woke up from my sleep at 1.30am, realized this is not a nightmare, this is WORSE than nightmare.....my teeth is found guilty and place behind the bar for 1 and half years~man, this is not fun at all...anyone selling time machine on the web?
feeling hungry and yet i dont really want to chew on anything, this is definitely helping me to shape my apple body size to a healthier one, without my consensus. This is sad...
Being myself as usual, contacted quite a few friends over the phone just to check on their life and manage to find some interesting finding. Like this friend of mine is actually involve with the Malaysia for Unity project. You know, the song 'here in my home' that is meant to be dedicating to all of us that love Malaysia as a home regardless how the Menteri's wife spent our money on batik/sports clothing....
anyway, i think the song is great and you should download it for free to support all the volunteers.kudos to my friend Dora
Life can be different if you choose to do just a little bit extra. By the way, have you make a donation for the people that is suffering at Myanmar and China at the moment? what's more important, charity starts at home...
feeling hungry and yet i dont really want to chew on anything, this is definitely helping me to shape my apple body size to a healthier one, without my consensus. This is sad...
Being myself as usual, contacted quite a few friends over the phone just to check on their life and manage to find some interesting finding. Like this friend of mine is actually involve with the Malaysia for Unity project. You know, the song 'here in my home' that is meant to be dedicating to all of us that love Malaysia as a home regardless how the Menteri's wife spent our money on batik/sports clothing....
anyway, i think the song is great and you should download it for free to support all the volunteers.kudos to my friend Dora
Life can be different if you choose to do just a little bit extra. By the way, have you make a donation for the people that is suffering at Myanmar and China at the moment? what's more important, charity starts at home...
W.H.Y.
Been asking myself questions that no way i could answer at this very moment. Have absolutely no clue how this wave of questions hit me, casting lots of doubt and emptiness into my heart. Maybe its the after effect of Mountain climbing.
Was given the opportunity to join the crazy bunch to climb Mt Kinabalu on Wednesday. Decide to join the group on Thursday, flew off to Sabah on Friday and climb the giant mountain on Saturday. How in prompt to, i know. Promised myself not to take any flight for upcoming months for less than 2 months, and i choose to eat my own words once again.
Excited, painful, fruitful, and lots of unexpected 'enlightenment' happened throughout the Mt climbing trip. Although i failed to climb to the peak due to rain storm (you would call it a rain storm when the wind speed recorded to be 120 km/h), but i am happy with the experience.
At 3,126m height, i dream of you, again. Maybe that's the reason behind all the questioning.
Are we 8,641km apart or just a click away?
Was given the opportunity to join the crazy bunch to climb Mt Kinabalu on Wednesday. Decide to join the group on Thursday, flew off to Sabah on Friday and climb the giant mountain on Saturday. How in prompt to, i know. Promised myself not to take any flight for upcoming months for less than 2 months, and i choose to eat my own words once again.
Excited, painful, fruitful, and lots of unexpected 'enlightenment' happened throughout the Mt climbing trip. Although i failed to climb to the peak due to rain storm (you would call it a rain storm when the wind speed recorded to be 120 km/h), but i am happy with the experience.
At 3,126m height, i dream of you, again. Maybe that's the reason behind all the questioning.
Are we 8,641km apart or just a click away?
Rest
Ridiculous behaviors are surprisingly common. Nevertheless, ridiculous is a rather subjective descriptor. I was told off for being ridiculous, at the same times being praised for bravery.
Still, i cant stop myself from calling you ridiculous. Its already way~beyond stubborn, silly and stupid.
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I work hard, and play harder. As a result, whenever i press my 'off' button, i will become extremely lazy and do nothing at home. Talked to a friend on one of my off night
"when are you coming to find me ah?"
" No time lah!" well, i wasn't lying, i was busy except that particular day that i was talking to her
here comes the quote of year:
how can i not love my friends
Still, i cant stop myself from calling you ridiculous. Its already way~beyond stubborn, silly and stupid.
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I work hard, and play harder. As a result, whenever i press my 'off' button, i will become extremely lazy and do nothing at home. Talked to a friend on one of my off night
"when are you coming to find me ah?"
" No time lah!" well, i wasn't lying, i was busy except that particular day that i was talking to her
here comes the quote of year:
"Time is like women's cleavage, squeeze a bit, and you will have it!"
how can i not love my friends
talk about chance
just registered with Facebook and i'm totally confused by all the applications. At the end of the day, what you need to know is to click ' i accept'. simple.
Thanks to facebook, realised that we are actually living in a rather volatile era. Volatile as in people are no longer content to stay put in a place for many years. You can save up on clothes, you can save up on food, but you cant save up on travel. interesting
Went to an holiday villa owned by an ex-colleague or mine not so long ago. Had some drinking game, and went rather wild in an hour time. The next day we still manage to get up and go to the nearby waterfall
I was so excited with the chilling water that i lead the group of people to walk into the 15 degree Celsius cold water. And lucky thing happened to me. I was bitten by a leach. Nothing major. The major part is, i was bitten at somewhere between human asshole and the hanging balls. yes, there is still some flesh in between that enable the dear worm suck up the blood.
hopefully it didn't suck up the semen and got pregnant. I'm not ready yet.
Just my luck.
Thanks to facebook, realised that we are actually living in a rather volatile era. Volatile as in people are no longer content to stay put in a place for many years. You can save up on clothes, you can save up on food, but you cant save up on travel. interesting
Went to an holiday villa owned by an ex-colleague or mine not so long ago. Had some drinking game, and went rather wild in an hour time. The next day we still manage to get up and go to the nearby waterfall
I was so excited with the chilling water that i lead the group of people to walk into the 15 degree Celsius cold water. And lucky thing happened to me. I was bitten by a leach. Nothing major. The major part is, i was bitten at somewhere between human asshole and the hanging balls. yes, there is still some flesh in between that enable the dear worm suck up the blood.
hopefully it didn't suck up the semen and got pregnant. I'm not ready yet.
Just my luck.
HongKong
After being praised that my pictures look great even though the camera i used WAS NOT A SLR, i thought oh well, might as well put up few more pictures of HongKong (since i am far from writing about Hong Kong,haha)... So here's how Hong Kong looks like under my camera
p/s: dont be silly, i've taken more than 200 pictures and obviously there would be some great shot. Whatever i post up were probably the only few good one :)
ShenZhen (Not FRANCE YA) - i really took a lot of effort for this shot, i was virtually on top of the fence just to snap the lamp post into pictures
Starlet HongKong
The Night Beauty HongKong
Disney HongKong
Drinking HongKong
p/s: dont be silly, i've taken more than 200 pictures and obviously there would be some great shot. Whatever i post up were probably the only few good one :)
ShenZhen (Not FRANCE YA) - i really took a lot of effort for this shot, i was virtually on top of the fence just to snap the lamp post into pictures
Starlet HongKong
The Night Beauty HongKong
Disney HongKong
Drinking HongKongShanghai
I know it would take forever before i write on shanghai, here's some pictures which i thought i took it pretty well...
The Natural Shanghai
The Cultural Shanghai
The Magnificent Shanghai
The Natural Shanghai
The Cultural Shanghai
The Magnificent Shanghaiability
Extremely addicted to a song sang by Boz Scaggs.
No i did not spell the name wrongly, he's an old fart and that probably explains why you have no clue who he is.
Managed to download one of his album after searching for many weeks. But non of the songs in the album impress me as much as the song i am listening to again and again....
Would love to upload this song up as my background music but have absolutely no clue on how to do it
Talk about wanting to do something VS capable of doing something
什么是神? 神就是做人所做不到的事~ Initial D
No i did not spell the name wrongly, he's an old fart and that probably explains why you have no clue who he is.
Managed to download one of his album after searching for many weeks. But non of the songs in the album impress me as much as the song i am listening to again and again....
Would love to upload this song up as my background music but have absolutely no clue on how to do it
Talk about wanting to do something VS capable of doing something
什么是神? 神就是做人所做不到的事~ Initial D
perhaps
If i told you that i am actually a very introvert person, would you find this statement rather ridiculous?
i told that to a friend of mine, and she she laugh until almost run out of breath ( of perhaps its just coincidently the oxygen content in the air was rather low as she was actually sitting at Genting Starbucks)
i listen to Jazz music, enjoy staying in the room alone, listen to some soft music while lying on the bed munching my favourite books/magazine. I dont easily get bored, even if that means i am staying alone in the room for 48 hours, as long there's food for me to cook and survive with.
And i was told i am meant to be in Sales line, and i am actually excelling in this line at the moment...
Man, i am complicated.
A friend told me that she cant believed that i can actually simplified everything into simple theory, making myself far less troubled than she is. i dont easily get stressed because i look at it as something that move me forward. I never got troubled by friendship, because i look into friendship as nothing but a platform for us to use each other in one way or another.
And i was told that i am a very good friend, and a person that understand many philosophy in life.
Man, i am such a simple man.
i told that to a friend of mine, and she she laugh until almost run out of breath ( of perhaps its just coincidently the oxygen content in the air was rather low as she was actually sitting at Genting Starbucks)
i listen to Jazz music, enjoy staying in the room alone, listen to some soft music while lying on the bed munching my favourite books/magazine. I dont easily get bored, even if that means i am staying alone in the room for 48 hours, as long there's food for me to cook and survive with.
And i was told i am meant to be in Sales line, and i am actually excelling in this line at the moment...
Man, i am complicated.
A friend told me that she cant believed that i can actually simplified everything into simple theory, making myself far less troubled than she is. i dont easily get stressed because i look at it as something that move me forward. I never got troubled by friendship, because i look into friendship as nothing but a platform for us to use each other in one way or another.
And i was told that i am a very good friend, and a person that understand many philosophy in life.
Man, i am such a simple man.
disease
Believing an ideal base on factual is getting more ridiculous. Some expert will spend thousand of dollar just to let us know that, maybe, just maybe, drink water is good for you. Or wait, there's a better one, spending too much time in front of computer will increase the chance of you being fat.
So what is the theory behind this cause? hm... maybe is due to lack of activity. Wow, thanks prof, that enlighten us a lot...
So what is the theory behind this cause? hm... maybe is due to lack of activity. Wow, thanks prof, that enlighten us a lot...
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